My
dogs name was Lady
She was born in 1980, died in March 2, 2002.
Lady was with me for 15 yrs & she was the only one I could count on
to be there for me always. When I woke up in the mornings her tail
would hit the dryer as she wagged it, acknowledging that she was happy
to see me. She was by my side all the time. When I went to see her
at the hospital, although she could not walk, she slid out of her cage
to be close to me. Then as I left, she looked at me saying she wanted to
go home. I had no choice but to leave her As I didn't want her suffering
any longer. She was my everything. She was always there to greet me as I
came home from work. She protected me every minute of the day. I know in
my heart she loved me just as much as I loved her.
You can word it the way you would like, just know she is very much
missed & there will be no other Lady in my heart.
In
the beginning
I
answered an Ad for Lady in the newspaper. The lady that had her said she
needed to sell Lady as she had another Pekingese & the other dog
kept eating Ladies food. So I decided to take her home with me. On the
ride home with my Sister-in-law, Lady didn't like the ride in the car,
so she was scared & She tried to bite me.
I thought OK, this is a pretty mean dog, but Lady was the kindest dog
ever, she just wanted her way. I got her home, & she was the best
dog ever. She stuck by me through moves from one house to another,
through kids, marriage & through my yelling at her when she had an
accident in the house. As they say "All animals have their own
personality".
Lady had hers & she was my best friend. She was there every day when
I drove into the driveway from work. Its as though she will say hello,
or welcome Or I really believe by the expressions she was saying
"I'm so glad to see you".
When I came into the door she would sniff my pant leg to make sure I was
all hers. Lady was a curious dog & I'm afraid her curiosity got the
best of her. She would want to go outside, So when I got up in the
mornings to let her out, She would either go out, want right back in, or
she would go under the fence & take a walk through the neighborhood
just to see what she was missing. She wouldn't be back by the time I had
to leave for work, So my husband would come home about 2 hours later
& find her sitting on the porch waiting to be let back in. Well, the
day came that she made her last walk. She was hit by a car. Somehow
before my husband even got home, She was already at the humane society.
When I came home from work, he asked if I had seen her outside. Right
away I knew something was wrong as Lady always comes home. She was at
the Humane Society, someone took her there early that morning. I picked
her up from there, took her to the Animal Hospital & they X-rayed
her spine & found out her pelvic was completely shattered & she
could have surgery to fix her pelvic, but her nerves were severely
damaged so she would never walk again. I went back to the hospital to
see her the next day & to make that dreadful decision & they
opened the cage door, she looked up at me & crawled out of the cage.
I spent 2 hours with her that day apologizing for leaving for work &
she wasn't at home. Apologizing that I had to let her go, put her to
rest. Apologizing for not being there when she was hit by the car as I
knew she would be for me. But I looked back also at the wonderful times
we had & smiled at Lady as she looked into my eyes. I said Lady I
will see you again & know that I love you more than anything, but
you've lived your life to the fullest & I just thank God I was the
lucky one to be a part of it!! I truly believe she knew what I was
saying to her.
I miss Lady terribly, Having a very hard time coping with her absence,
But I know she is resting now & I WILL see her again.
~
A Dog's Prayer ~
Treat me kindly, my beloved master, for no heart in all the world is
more grateful for kindness than the loving heart of me. Do not break my
spirit with a stick, for though I should lick your hand between the
blows, your patience and understanding will more quickly teach me the
things you would have me do. Speak to me often, for your voice is the
world's sweetest music, as you must know by the fierce wagging of my
tail when your footstep falls upon my waiting ear. When it is cold and
wet, please take me inside... for I am now a domesticated animal, no
longer used to bitter elements... and I ask no greater glory than the
privilege of sitting at your feet beside the hearth... though had you no
home, I would rather follow you through ice and snow than rest upon the
softest pillow in the warmest home in all the land... for you are my
god... and I am your devoted worshiper. Keep my pan filled with fresh
water, for although I should not reproach you were it dry, I cannot tell
you when I suffer thirst. Feed me clean food, that I may stay well, to
romp and play and do your bidding, to walk by your side, and stand
ready, willing and able to protect you with my life, should your life be
in danger. And, beloved master, should the Great Master see fit to
deprive me of my health or sight, do not turn me away from you. Rather
hold me gently in your arms as skilled hands grant me the merciful boon
of eternal rest...and I will leave you knowing with the last breath I
drew, my fate was ever safest in your hands.
~ Beth Norman Harris ~